I am needy. I can never get enough praise, enough support, enough sunshine. Inevitably a slump comes and I'm not good enough, the grey outside fuels my sadness, and I want to give up. Is it greedy to want a hug, a review, a book sale, a pat on the back? Maybe. Definitely the book sale. Probably the review. The other two I have in ample supply, thank goodness. My greed comes from my need for validation. I need to know that I'm good enough, or I will assume I'm not. This is why I'm so anxious for Blue Moon House to release. Until it does, I don't feel like I have an offering, like I'm good enough, like I belong. Maybe it's not greed in the traditional sense, but it is a driving force to be sure.
